NEW BAMBOO BLIND FOR MY BEDROOM.

I hate curtain. I really hate it. Especially of those which has a lot of flower patterns on it. It's look very girlish and sissy . I have nothing against feminisme. But as a man, a guy, I preffered my room to be look more manly. So, I bought two piece of Bamboo Blinds.

I love to watch the sun light affect on the Bamboo Blinds.  Yet, unfinished. Still has many things to be added to my little, small bedroom. Hahahaha ... It's look wider because it's painted light green. I think, I want to re-paint it either with orange color or light purple. That's just a plan.

For now, I am planning of buying some pictures or posters. To be frank, I preffered oil paint pictures. However, it's too expensive. The cheapest is around RM 400 plus. I saw it on Bulatan Cafe showroom. Hahahaha, who knows? I might be sponsered. Ha ha ha ... of perhaps a Chelsea FC posters? That's cheaper. Go Chelsea Go .. Blue Is Our Colour.

I AM NOT A CHATTER, THAT'S WHY MY FB IS OFFLINE.

Sorry to all my friends in FB world. I confessed. I am not a chatter. That's why my chat box was always kept offline. To be frank, I have no ideas on what topics should be raised on each discussions. Discussions? May be not. It was just a chit chat right?

I knew, I might  look  a little arrogance, 'Choosy' or what ever you may called. This's me. The real Just a Living. Even in my daily life.

Am I? Actually in person, I am talkative. I am friendly. Sometimes, over friendly. Over talking. Hahahaha, well just sometimes. Only with my close friends.

What should I chatted about? After introducing myself to my new friends, after all the needed datas about me revealed, what else to be chatting about? Usually, but not all, most of my friends will asked about three things, age, location, sex orientation et cetera. Then kept offline or kept busy. So, due to that experiences, I chose to offline each time I log in into FB.

I SAW A COUPLE, SO ROMANTIC.

Just coming back home from MCC Saberkas after a short 'journey' at Pasar Malam. Bought some foods, ketchup crabs, satays ( I suggested Dody's mom stall ) and others. Then since my friends Sarel, Alex and Afiq chose to go home earlier, I stayed at MCC Saberkas - My Cyber Station.



Just in front of me there're couple. As I believed it was. Or I was just imagining. May be not. They seemed to be very close. The other guy helping him with his Facebook. Opsss .. when I say couple, I meant a gay couple. Homosexuals.

However, they seemed to be just coupling. Or perhaps, just married. Hahahaha... since the other guy is quit shameful. Nice look, a bit skinny and a Pasar Malam hawker. I saw him before somewhere around Pasar Malam.

I knew, some of my readers will say, 'Go to hell, damn shit, a fagger et cetera...' but it's their lifestyle. I have no 'power' to change them. I can't changed my self. Damn ... this is a matter of CHOICE. You choose who you want to be. Peace no war.

UNBELIEVEABLE, WHAT A SMALL WORLD INDEED.

That's it. Unbelieveable. What a small world indeed. Never came to my mind before. Never been thought. My friend, a blogger, who always came to my primer blog and left  comments were indeed  my relatives. Unknown before.

It was started when we both talking about our anchestors. Then ...that it, my great  grandmother on my dad side were actually a relative of her great grandmother.

An event to be put neatly inside my mind. I have relatives that I had never known before. Thus a far relatives, but it means a lot to my genealogy. Sometimes, I was thinking, wouldn't it be great if we could put our anchestors name in front of our name like Chinese did or put it behind like Arabs did. Then, wouldn't it make our name strange? Or perhaps, the right word is unique. Will it be more surprises to come in the future?

JUST ANOTHER BORING DAY.

For the past few days, it seemed to be bored. Nothing has ever made me feel great. All the same. No great events neither parties nor clubbings. May be it is due to the unpredictable weather. Heavy rains for the couple of days. Cold. Floods everywhere throughout the nation.

And the news, make me felt unsafe. Murder of a teenage make me sad. He's just 15 years old. Buried inside a hole on a backyard of the murderers' house?. A teenange too. What has happened to our society? Crimes getting 'smarter' and cruel.

And my friends keep themself busy. I presumed. Busy or just an excuses? Rainy day LOL. Who want to spent hours outside while a bed is a smarter choice? Sleep ... hahahaha and I knew some of them not just sleeping but banging a.k.a sex. I knew... making babies. Not head banging but @@@ banging. And others? Waiting for gang bang. Hahahahaha ... LOL.

I WONDER IF THERE IS TRUE LOVE.

Greeting all readers.

Wouldn't it be great if we could live in happiness which is full of love. I mean true love. Not a fake love, or a love for fun or a lust love.

Does it really existed? With the exception of families and kins. That's a different stories. Perhaps, it do exist. To be found by someone who has a pure feeling towards love.

Someone has told me, if you search for lust love you will get lust love. The same with true love. If you search for it and you will find it.

The key is .. search, find . Am I right? Is it true? Never find for the right one yet. I mean true love without any lust and fun feeling in it. And I am still searching and keep waiting.